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[Jun. 8th, 2006|06:22 pm] |
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ah havent written in here in agessss. i dont think anyone really gets the time to read livejournal often now but ahh well.
i got a tattoo yesters, and the guy was well nice... one problem, he made my tattoo absolutely huge, no jokes, its like the size of two hands. i like the way he drew it, but ive always just wanted a smallish one on the base of my back. you can in no way class it as small. my back is in severe pain. grr. i have this for the rest of my life. bets on how long i can keep it from my parents? Xx |
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| new years! |
[Jan. 2nd, 2006|08:12 pm] |
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Ok, so i guess ill be giving the first account of our new years! wo.
I started off thinking i would have the worst evening because i had an argument with my mum in the car... I spent over £250 this christmas so she wasnt impressed lol. Also I thought I would end up at a crappy houseparty or just coming home at 12 hah.
So I met nat at the station... and we drank green stuff on the train.... hell yea!
WE then met bish, rosie and oli in the friendly inn, had some pawnicracks etc... it was just general gags really.
After, oli and bish wanted to try and get into clubs, and I was a bit worried as i just did not feel like being rejected or have to pay £10 or whatev for something i wasnt even sure would be worthwhile.
So, in the end we decided to go and meet alice and the downside guys in trafalger square, and once we got there it was so good! There was lots of drinking and general messing around (check my msn/ myspace for pictures)
I had a really good time and it was good being with everyone :)
An hour before the countdown, i decided i REALLY needed the toilet, but we werent allowed out because the police said they wouldnt let us back in again! i decided i could hold it, and when it came to after the countdown i was desperate.
Nat and i left alice, the downside guys, bish, rosie and oli and met nats' mates wilson and enrico. we trekked around for a toilet for like an hour (it was absolute hell... i was like limping i was so desperate). In the end we went to a restaurant in china town and rushed to the toilet... just as i was going to relieve myself my bloody mobile has to ring doesnt it! pft
But, in the end it was all good and we had a nice meal, which wilson paid for... lovely guy.
After that we went to an arcade and whilst wilson and coco raced nat and i played time crisis... best shooting game ever!
Then we went upstair and err played lots of err pool and nats' other mates came... suly mmm, hugo and mark and kept on playing.
in the end got back home at 7.30 and slept till 5 :). It was all in all the best time ive had in ages :P
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[Dec. 26th, 2005|04:11 pm] |
x= yes
/= sometimes
[x] I am shorter than 5'4 (heck yeah)
[/] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x]I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses. (I need to)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I'm in school. (college)
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school
Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've been an abuse victim.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[/] I am a terrible liar. (sometimes i can be quite good, but noone realises)
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world (isnt everyone?)
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted. (i was like four)
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[ ]I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see a therapist.
Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying. (who isnt?)
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
Political/Social Attitudes
[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[/] I'm very outgoing. (I can be)
[x] I listen to political music (From back when it was good)
[x] I'm religious
[/] I dress fairly modestly
[/] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
Random
[ ] I can sing well
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[/] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[x] I curse regularly
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I like Martha Stewart. (whos martha stuart?)
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. (ALOT)
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
thats all for now folks. Xx |
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| because we get tagged... |
[Dec. 22nd, 2005|11:59 pm] |
five random/ quirky things about me?
i like to travel on my own on public transport listening to calm music and blend into the background.
im still scared of the dark.
im very particular about what knickers i wear.
ill think and add more later, too tired.
Xx |
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[Nov. 9th, 2005|10:08 pm] |
hmmm so thought id update.
just want to first say another sorry to bisha for missing the Eid party, i was very irresponsible and didnt call. i hope everything will be alright with us, because i do consider you a true friend, whether or not i am the same to you.
so yesters i had quite a good dayyyy. i went for a job interview at jigsaw in richmond with the scariest manager you will ever meet. she made me go round the shop for 20mins looking for loads of different outfits that a 'mother of 10' could wear and be able to convince her to buy it... i was so crap! we then had the interview and things went well, its like such a hard shop, really posh and you have to wait on people hand on foot... at the end of the interview she said something like ' i dont usually do this, but when someone really worth while comes along you have to hold on to them... so would you accept the job and start this saturday?' shit!
the hours are relly long and she said i could be there till like 7.30 on sat (so twins i shall try and get to your party asap after work do forgive me if im late but i deff am coming!). i have to work minimum of two days a week, so that includes sunday aswell as saturday, im going to have like hardly any free time... but i get like £100 a weekend.
so after beaming for ages i came home and got my hair cut, its really different and i had loads of nice comments in college today which re assured me that a lot, as you know im really bad at deciding whether i like things or not. overall a really happy day!
i also started my school mentoring today at hinchly wood... ok going to the classroom we walked through a corridor where somkeone let off a stinkbomb, boys being shouted at by some scary pe teaching looking man. oh yea and that boy that was on the floor from being punched. nice school. i help in ict lessons which isnt so bad... and drama... helllll no! im so pissed off about that, drama for fucks sake, its like my worst subject... EVER. some of the girls got maths, lucky bitches lol.
so yea, nice days :) Xx |
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| halfff term |
[Oct. 31st, 2005|07:42 pm] |
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its been an interesting one :)
started off with esher freshers which was very enjoyable (confusing at times)... but we wont go into that... the music was funny... drinking was good... mates mmm lovely etc
then went to richmond freshers at the ministry of sound with rosie, bish and sarah... thanks especially to rosie for my ticket. was a great night with friends, yukky wine and a FIT bus driver that was ever so kind. also was loving my first kebab... thanks for sharing the experience guys, touched.
ohhh i went to the opticians which was a real trip for me! god knows why, but i love it so much... i used to try and pretend i couldnt see cause i really wanted glasses... they are so cool! i do need them now... but im gonna wait and get some money to get reallyyyy classes ones like the twins ;)
went out with esher people for the evening and spent time in kingston... was good
met up with esher cu mates which was such a fun time! loved it... verity is an angel.
met up with kat again... we have sorted stuff out and things are cool... had a good evening with her, the camera and a bench.
lol met up with nat and went from there to kingston to meet some of my esher mates, only to find they went to the houseparty we were ment to go to in richmond, so after trekking to richmond we find that the party is finished, and so we wait for my mates to come... until i get a call from jay (one of my mates) telling us we have to walk up richmond hill to meet them... so after huffing and taking a few photos of us in 'jail' we trek it up the dark scary place and meet the guys who then tell us we are walking back down the hill to go back to one of the guys houses in kingston... yea imagine the face.
so once getting there we spend an interesting time with them.... conkers flying everywhere, a confused guy trying tore member pulling another guy thats bi, and a mini play? fight between two very nice guys. hmm it was an experience :)
to finish off nat and i met up with kim in her lunch break for a short time as i was late... again. saw soph, linds, ben, b and emma (kgs people) was fun... then went around with nat for a bit looking at clothes and giving in cvs to different shops.
now its 8pm and ive only one 1a out of 27 maths questions... im a bit screwed wish me luck in finishing for tomorrow.
:) hope everyones well. much love, fi Xx |
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| Hi there |
[Oct. 24th, 2005|05:36 pm] |
I am a sexy sexpot and I'm going to sex with sexiness all night with the sex.
SEXY SEXY.
=D
My place, this weekend, free booze! Come all! :D |
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[Sep. 16th, 2005|07:44 pm] |
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o.k. so its been the first week that i have had at esher, and my my what a week its been... (pick whatever you wanna read or not read cos theres gonna be alot)
firstly my timetable is absolutely great, i break up at 12.50 on a tuesday and wednesday, and have basically a free on all the other days, cool huh!
my form, hmm its true, i dont realli see them, but they are still quite a nice form even thoguh i dont know anyone that well in there.
music: hmm the lessons are ok, i feel quite dumb in them sometimes though, theres one guy thats amazing who jst happens to be in my group for performing the E.T. theme tune... hes one of those guys that are clever but NOT helpful in any way, damn annoying. i also have a girl from my junior skool from my class who i sit next to, shes rather nice. the other guy ive met in music is called joe, hes so funni and blatently gay, i love it! i dont know why, but this other guy that sits opposite me sticks in my head, hes got a curly brown mop head and is called... collum! weird eh?! we always seem to lock eyes in class, he seems nice.
maths: maths is ok yet hard at times, but im getting through it, there are some thick sounding girls in my class, but i shouldnt be rude, im sure they are much better then me! i have rebecca from surbiton in my class. she was on d of e with me so its kl, we have a free together on thurs after maths so its pleasant. i sit next to a guy called toby that used to go to happen, ive seen him a couple of times before but never realli spoken to him... hes quite quiet but we have now had 3 lessons together and its getting easier to talk to him everytime. hes such a cute guy!
philosophy: ok so first 2 lessons i fonud so damn hard it was unbelievable! today i had my third and i was sitting with these two guys jack, max and a girl called lauren i think... they were so kl! im glad i was sitting with them cos they were lost when i was, and we got to chat quite a bit. its kl, starting to understand it now so its not tooo bad.
psychology: man i love it! i L-O-V-E it :D its kl. i dont know anyone in my class realli, and there are only three guys... luckily i know and sit next to the fittest one of them all haha. so yea, i sit with josh who used to go to hampton, i will talk about him later... hes 'safe blad' lol.
yea so ill give josh a whole paragraph to himself cos hes probably been like my main person to talk toish at esher. at enrolement he came up to me and we spent the whole time together. before i had met him that day id seen him before and thought he was pretty damn fit, but waaaaay full of himself so in that way i did not like him. hes kl, and everyone thinks hes realli fit... i didnt realise, meh. he came up to me yesturday and today at lunch and we spent lunch together with some of his mates, then today st cath mates. hes so lovely :)
im so glad that i havent been alone at all! everytime ive had frees in school or break i havent been alone its so good!
i started having to like hang out with jess emily and kathryn for a bit, cos i was a bit worried about mixing, but then after about the second day it was gd.
and yest when i was eating with josh his mates and hannah (from leh hmmm) jess and emily came over to check if i was alright which was so nice of them i thought.
ive spoken to the kgs guys during break and stuff, but dont actualli hang out with them that much, but it was kl to talk to them, these two guys phil and max are funni.
had my free with emily and ben tiv (teddington guy) came along for a bit which was awkward cos those two arent friends, then i got emily to invite a guy over thats in her music class that was sitting all alone listening to music looking pretty damn sweet. i was talking to him, hes called tom, and when it was jst me and him he was saying how he finds it hard to socialise, i love him! i saw him againa t the end of the day and we had a quick chat, i hope i get to know him more.
travelling is alright although 2/3 times ive been late fore college... oops
i travel with random ppl but usualli jess on the way home... today we were walking with emily and she wanted to walk with the teddington guys that they knew, and i didnt know that much. so whilst we were walking to hampton court i was like not talking whilst they all talked so i was like hmmmmm. but then this sweet guy from teddington that i also hadnt met but the other lot kinda knew him cycled up and was like talking to everyone. we were kinda making eye contact so i was like mmm. he then cycled up next to me and was lie 'sorri i havent met u before whats ure name?' i was so happy! we got on realli well and we were talking with each other with flowing conversations for the 20minute walk to hampton cout... it made me smile :) i literally jst forgot his name though which is annoying, it may be jack lol.
so thats about my first wk :) Xx |
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| wk/wkend |
[Aug. 29th, 2005|03:32 pm] |
ok so coming back from cornwall on the most uncomfortable coach, i was actually most pleased that i convinced my parents to allow me.
although the trip was an overnight one where i was mena be able to rest instead of being bored on it, i could hardly sleep as we stopped every hour, and in the 1hour break i was a right loner txting only one person at 4in the morning. between the stops there were so many fit emo/skaterish guys... yum. too bad i looked like death in the earli housr of the morning.
got my results trying to surprise my close mates onli to find that bish and rosie had gone earli! :) it was good to be there as a kinda surprise though. and i was most pleased with my results; so glad there were no Cs!
after results went back to kats house for a bit then to kingston, mine and robs house where i had a nice time chatting and drinking a bit of beer.
we then went off to tgis where i was having a great time catching up with bish rosie and people until i got phone calls from random people hmm o well. it was still great! then accompanied amy back to the hampton lot, and went home like a good girl to watch t.v. how exciting lol.
friday was great, i got to properly catch up with rosie as she came round and we relaxed in front of the t.v. the film 'the prince and me was great, i just love these chick flicks, this one was different again, i loved it.
later that evening kat came round and we had an interesting evening, meeting some cool 18 yr old guys, one of which (simon) works at threshers at the top of my road. he bought us drink and offered to, if the shop wasnt open, that he would 're-open threshers and get us drink from there' :D how cool. knowing i was 16 got my number and said wed 'go out for a drink sometime' unlikely, but still cool to think he was interested hehe. his mate was kl too, spoke to kat, was called mike.
went to a houseparty after getting drink and had an unexcpectedly fun evening.
saturday morning spent recovering on the sofa with kat and then went off to rosies house in the afternoon for chatting and a bbq. it was awesome! love the fact that without drink i can have so much fun with you guys! its great. had a wonderful day with rosie, bish, kat, celia, lindsey and... uh oh ive forgotten her name!! help! special thanks to bish and rosie for walking me all the way home :)
hope the reading lot had as much fun as i have had since i got back lol...
much love, fi Xx |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|09:46 am] |
a quick entry to say a big hi to everyone! got back from camp last night which was amazing, so much fun! leaving again for cornwall this morning which is realli quite annoying, hope everyone is well
i miss u guys so much, and just found out that im not going to be home for my results. such a pisstake. u have to txt me loadss whilst im away or ill get soooooo bored! hope you are all well. much love. fi xx |
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